Views xD

Hello my beloved viewers! And to my anonymous viewer! (Yes I know I have one ><  so tell me who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Just a note to say thanks for reading (even though I have  a suspicion most of you just skim ¬ ¬) Just thought I'd show you my views and schizz. c'mon my fellow Britains! Russian is catching up with you!!!!!!!!!!!! Mmmmm that makes me wonder is my follower Russian?

United Kingdom   20

Russia                  16

United States        6

Germany               2

Reflection

Oh I'll keep you locked inside my frozen heartYou'll never escape, never escape
You nightmare you calamity you
You twisted reflection
I hate you too
But you're me
Myself and I

One in the same but miles apart
Smash the mirror
Tear us apart
But that just brings us back to the start

*Sigh*

Well.... shitty. Describes today very well. That feelings back. That aching, dark, empty feeling that sits right on my chest or rather in it. It makes me want to rip out my heart and see if it goes away. I hate it. It's like a black hole that pulls in everything good about me. I'm broken. I'm not innocent... not anymore. I'm alone. God it hurts. It's like looking into a mirror and seeing a twisted, hollow, dark reflection looking back... Kuea. That's her name. She's always there whispering to me, trying to get me to break, to let her out... I won't let her... I can't. She causes so much destruction and pain. But cracks are appearing and she's leaking out. I have to let her out in little spurts as if I don't the pressure builds until BOOM she explodes out. God I can feel her behind the words of this blog.....

'Still we ravage the world that we love
And the millions cry out to be saved
Our endless maniacle appetite
Left us with another way to die'  - Another way to die by Disturbed

Fallen Nation

When I see how far we've fallen... it makes me sad. What happened to us? We used to be strong and respected... now we're weak and corrupted, easily pushed aside, seen as a pushover, not to be taken seriously. It disgusts me. We're open to anyone, and those who aren't even British get all the jobs and benefits! The British race is dying out and we just let it happen. Soon we won't be British anymore, we'll be a mixture of every damn race. I don't mind people of other races but it's when they come here and take everything we need. Our governments so weak-willed! We let anyone walk over us, we just roll-over and let them wipe their shoes on us. Is this really what our ancestors gave their lives for? If they were alive today... this corrupted society would make them sick.

Stranger

Hey guys =) I'm a bit confused. On my dashboard it says I have two followers but when I look to see who they are I can only see one :/ So... doe that mean I have an anonymous follower? If so can they send me a message or something cause I really wanna know who they are =) I'd like to know who is interested in following my blog and schizz. And cheers for those who're reading my posts xD

Home Issues ¬¬

Hey so today not such a good day ¬¬ well my dad came over to pick up my little brother (i cba to go to his) and he and my mum were talking about the morage and the houses and stuff blah blah blah. So he leaves and I have a big heart to heart with my Mum about how she doesn't want to move beause we've been here since before I was born (about 20 years). She told me how she was afraid this would be our last Christmas here and how she's probably gonna have to pay the morgage now. So she'll probably have to work another day at work to pay for it. Hopefully we won't have to move until I've done my exams and stuff, I mean as selfish as it is I hope I'll of left home by then. I'm also wondering what to do after I've done my GCSEs ( the exams that'll decide my future). I'm wondering if I want to go to college, stay on and do A levels, go on to do an apprenticeship or university. Eurgh! Descisions decisions decisions!

Rememberence

This blog is in rememberence of those who have passed. Especially those who have perished in wars but in particular those who sarificed their life for their country. But I ask you don't just remember the Britsh soldiers or the French. Remember the Russians, the Austrian-Hungarians and the Germans etc. Remember when it comes down to it they were just normal men fighting for their country and following orders. And to those affected by war we will remember them at this time. And to the soldier's who have gone I say this: 'We will remember'.